Sexual Healing_An Erotic Novel by Matt Shaw

Author:Matt Shaw [Shaw, Matt]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2015-01-01T05:00:00+00:00

Chapter Six

In nothing but my warm dressing gown wrapped around my body, I closed my apartment door as Jake got to the stairs out in the hallway and walked through to the bathroom where I collected the clothes I’d earlier discarded. I put them in the washing machine, in the kitchen, and walked back through to the bedroom. First things first, I bent down and picked the condom up from the floor, along with the wrapper from where I’d left it on the side of the bed, and put them in the small waste paper bin tucked away in the corner of the room. I’d empty it later. I pulled the sheets from the bed, starting with the heavy duvet and took those through to the washing machine too, along with the towel despite the fact neither of us had actually used it.

I was in two minds as to how the appointment went. Had it not been for how we left things I’d have thought it went well. He seemed to enjoy himself and - more to the point - we managed to move things through to a more physical act despite his initial email saying he wanted an appointment same in nature to the previous one he’d experienced. The problem was how the appointment ended - more specifically how he behaved after he came. It was almost as though he felt guilty about what he’d just done with me. To be honest I couldn’t understand why someone would feel guilty when their partner had been gone for so many years. He wasn’t the first person to experience a post-orgasm feeling of guilt but usually it was a sensation endured by married men who knew that - despite what they were doing - they had a wife waiting for them at home blissfully ignorant, in most cases, to what their loving husbands were doing. That was the kind of guilt I could understand, on some levels although it was still a little strange. After all - if you’re going to feel guilty about it, how could you go ahead with the appointment in the first place? Unless this is what they needed to remind themselves of how much they loved their wives? Who knows - maybe - on some levels I might actually strengthen marriages opposed to potentially destroying them.

You learn not to get yourself too mixed up in those kinds of feelings in this game; the wide range of emotions screaming at you from within your conscience that you’re nothing more than a home-wrecker. I do not beg these men to come and see me. I certainly do not force them to. It is always their choice to pick up the phone or click on the contact button upon my profile page. Half the time - even after the session - I do not even know if they’re married or not. You’d think it would be easy for me to tell. After all surely I would just need to look at their ring finger but even that can be misleading.

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